April 2010
Regaining old friendships.
I just gained back an old friendship last night. I never expected it to happen, but I guess this is good. I don’t hold grudges, but I certainly will not apologize for doing absolutely nothing wrong. And I’m glad to see you’ve stepped up to the plate, and took control. It may not have been all that sincere or believable, but you were like a brother to me, and I can only close off...
I got the best news last night.
So my auntie came over last night and she told me she’s not moving anymore. And you know what that means?! I get to see my fucking best friend after a whole entire year. HELL YES! I miss the shit out of her, real talk. When she moved, I was so lonely. Out of all honesty, she was the closest thing to me. She was basically like a sister to me. I spent every single moment with her during...
Some people treat opportunity like a blunt and...
Way to go, Rawn.
Rawn: Hey. Me: Hey. Rawn: What’re you doing? Eating? Me: Uh no, of course not. Rawn: Oh, not yet? Me: I’m not going to eat. -__- Rawn: Oh, so you’re still setting up the table?
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Rawn: I hate Algebra 2 homework. Me: I want to help! Rawn: (Laughing) That was a funny joke. Me: That’s so mean. Rawn: How can you help when...
News flash!
We do NOT go out anymore. I repeat, we do NOT go out anymore. Even my aunties are still all up in my case about it. Please, just let it be. I understand you’re surprised, but that’s life. And life goes on. So do me a favor and please stop bringing him up. No matter how, when, where, or why things ended doesn’t matter. We’re done, end of story. Let’s just leave it at...
SO YOU MAD?
Nah bro, I’m just kinda yelling at you because I’m so delighted. I have rage in my eyes, because you’re not annoying as hell. I clench my fists, because I don’t want to punch you in your face. I raise my voice, because I enjoy the satisfaction of screaming at you. I give you dirty looks, because you have a stain on your shirt. I lock myself in my room, because I enjoy the...
So today
in English, our teacher was giving us a lecture. She got all upset with us because we didn’t know what ‘visage’ meant. I mean c’mon, give us a break. She went into full detail basically explaining how today’s society is so lazy and how we don’t work to our full potential. Oh, and she told us how she had a meeting yesterday with the whole English department. Out...
Jeff Bernat- If You Wonder
I'm so stupid.
Why did I even bother calling you? Why didn’t I see this coming? I just basically got myself into trouble. You expect me to remain friends with you, while you continue on to control the life I live? I don’t think so. I’m beginning to dislike you more and more each day. And as a new day passes, you’re evolving to a complete stranger. I don’t know who you are...
So I've been thinking
and you’re probably the one who’s been saving me from all my sadness lately. If it weren’t for you, I’d probably be in utter distress. But I’m not, all because of you. I look forward to talking to you each day, if you didn’t know. You’re so easy to talk to. We talk about a countless number of random things. And there’s never a time where...
Thank you Rawn for making me feel fat.
Me: Should I eat the rest of my kitkat tonight? Rawn: There’s still more left? Me: -__- Thanks. Rawn: (laughing)
Sometimes I wish you'd completely stop talking to...
The more we continue to associate, the more I continue to think. My thinking levels go over board, above and beyond, and to the point where I can’t focus on anything anymore. It’s ridiculous. You’re so confusing. Make up your damn mind. Why the hell should you still care about me? I don’t get it. I really don’t. I need some space. Sure, we barely even talk anymore,...
Formspring.
Do you still love Christian?
Out of all honesty, yes I do. We had something special, something big, and he was my first REAL love. I always will love him, regardless if he or myself is happier with someone else. He’s made the biggest impact in my life. Sure, I probably don’t have the strongest ‘feelings’ for him anymore, but the love is still there. On the other hand, I...
I feel a sudden sense of loneliness.
I’ve been reminiscing lately, and I honestly miss being loved unconditionally. Sure, I’ve got family, friends, and most of all God who has never failed to continue loving me regardless of all my wrong-doings. But I truly miss the feeling of having someone’s hand to hold, someone to fall asleep with on the phone, someone to constantly tell me how pretty I am when I’m looking...
You got your life, she better be treating you...
I am so proud of you.
“I honestly thought you’d go back out with him considering the fact how many chances you’ve given him. You seem so much happier now. I am so proud of you.”
Here’s to the words that fill me with joy. Here’s to the words that give me hope. Here’s to the words that give me courage. Here’s to the words that make me want to look back at the past and say,...
I wonder.
I wonder if we can ever be just friends without worrying about our feelings coming back. I wonder if there’s ever gonna be a day where we can hangout just as friends and still have the best time like we used to when we were together. I wonder if there’ll ever be day where I can watch you walk by with your new girl without me even caring. I wonder if I occasionally cross your mind. I...
Sentimental values.
Mom: Hey, can I have your G-shock? Me: Why? Mom: You guys broke up already so you don’t need it. Brother: That’s like asking her for her clothes. It’s apart of her everyday wear. Mom: Yeah, but it’ll help you get over him. Brother: So? I still have stuff from my ex. It’s the memories, mom.
This conversation really had me thinking. And I’d like to say thanks...
Formspring.
get a liofe
LOL. Get a dictionary.
y r u so ugly?
Y C@NT U SP3LL R1T3?
wut happened to christian?
He broke up with me. Long story, short. Too much arguments, too much parental issues, not focused enough on family, not focused enough on school, and he found someone else.
who sing that song gorgeous on your tumblr?
Pacific Division- Gorgeous
I love your background & I love Togepi. &...
I had THE best day.
I’ve been so happy lately, like I can’t even explain. There’s nothing holding me back anymore. And it’s nice not being ‘tied down’. Sure, I did enjoy settling down to one person. But it’s also nice being free without restrictions. The talent show was bomb diggity. Especially ERW/O, wooop! But I think what truly made my day was seeing you. Even if it was...
I wish I could take a journey through your mind,...
Please don't like me.
I have the strongest feeling you’re gonna start liking me. I mean, I guess it’s not a bad thing. But I don’t want to ruin this friendship, that’s beginning to grow. You seem so sweet, cute, and sincere. But I don’t want to be the one to hurt another person again. I cannot stress enough how much I hate being the ‘heartbreaker’. I kind of have my eye on...
Trust is such a big issue.
Over the past few days and thinking back to the incident that occurred, I have no more trust in you whatsoever. You were like a brother to me, I’ve told you secrets I have never told anyone else, I set my whole life in your hands, you were the first person I came crying to every single time (considering the fact I have a bestfriend & yet I never came to her first), I never told a lie to...
I finally get it.
Going to Youth tonight was a good idea. I learned a lot, and everything is starting to fit the pieces of this disastrous puzzle. Everything makes sense now. Truth be told, I really don’t need you. And I think I’ve already established that long ago. But I think I’ve found the true reason as to why this is all occurring. I made you the center of my attention. I put you before God...
Wiz Khalifa- Say Yeah.
Old, but it makes me wanna...
Please stop calling me.
I don’t want to speak to you. And plus, I’m only respecting your decisions. Correct? You want me to avoid you? This is what I’m doing. I’m helping you out. Sure, you’re probably only calling for one thing. Which I am without a doubt almost positive you just want your minutes and that’s all. Sure, this is probably a dick move. But why should that matter?...
It hurts to hear you call her babe, because you...
Trey Songz- Rockin’ that thing rmx.
You're nothing but a liar.
I believed every fucking word you said to me last night. You sounded so sincere, you sounded like there was still hope, you sounded like you still gave a damn. But you fooled me, you cut me deep, you took advantage of me, and most of all —you lied. I can’t believe I fell for your bullshit. Don’t you dare apologize or fight for me back. Like you said ‘no going back’,...
Never in my life did I ever think I’d have the guts to open up to you. To me, you were honestly just some random guy I met over the summer who didn’t mean anything to me. And before you know it, we became friends. We weren’t no ‘best’ friends. Trust, I thought you were annoying and weird at times. But we were friends. Until, we finally found something in common. And...
Born Jamericans- Send you my love
It's dead.
Our conversations are dead. It’s nothing but pure silence. I have no idea what to say to you anymore. I always feel like I’m gonna say the wrong words, so I choose to not say anything at all. Except the occassional ‘what are you doing’ or ‘how are you’ or ‘how was your day’. Other than that, I can never seem to start up a conversation. There’s...
Formspring.
do you like someone?
I’ve got my eyes on someone, yes.
beesteezy ! xD wats goodie? lol
Chillen like a villian. You?
Who does christian like now? do you know her? you’re making kinda obvious you are forcing yourself to be okay. and trying to act all happy, its ok to be hurt you know. say all the things that make you Angry so that its easier to get over.
Why don’t you ask...
If only you knew.
How much I’m starting to like you. It’s just everything about you that’s got me hooked on you somehow. Sure, we haven’t known each other for long and I haven’t been sending out any ‘signals’ so to speak that I’m practically interested in you, but I honestly am. I want to take it slow, I want to get to know the real you, I want to be good friends...
