July 2010
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This is so uncalled for.
I already get enough lectures from you, and now you have to get someone else to lecture me? Please tell me what I did wrong to deserve all this, because I don’t recall doing anything bad lately. I’ve stayed home just for you these past few days, and you STILL think I go out too much? You don’t make sense at all. You make me feel like I’m such a bad child. Ever since my last...
June 2010
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The weather feels so nice.
It’s not too hot, not too cold. And the sun isn’t out. I like it, a lot. I feel like jogging, but knowing how lazy I am, maybe not. Haha. I want to go bike riding though! Too bad I have nobody to bike with. Oh well, I need to get out of this house. I’ve been stuck inside for two days. And I’m doing actually quite well without my phone. It feels hassle free, if ya know what...
Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country.
Billy Delacruz. I don’t know, you’re the first person that came to my mind. Haha. You seem like a really chill guy, too bad you live all the way in Cali. I like how you call me on Tokbox at the most random times. I like how we hardly know each other, but I’m not afraid to talk to you. I like how you always make the funniest faces. I like how we’re both always eating when we...
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Picky picky picky.
Yes, I am picky. I won’t deny it, go ahead and call me it. I get really picky when it comes to food, clothing, and boys. Especially boys! Lately, I’ve realized nothing has been working right. They’re either too shy, too short, too boring, too cocky, too much of a player, or just not my type. I guess I kind of hold high standards when it comes to guys. It’s gotten to the...
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oh really?
So let me check, this is the second time you take away my phone for no apparent reason. This doesn’t make sense at all. You always say, “You’re abusing it.” What the fuck am I abusing? Everytime I ask, you can’t give me an answer. You know why? Because your reasons aren’t reasonable. Yeah sure, it’s almost 3am. And yeah, I’m still on the phone. Does...
Day 15 — The person you miss the most.
Heidi Mae Rosario. I miss you so freaking much. I remember the first time we met, we were so shy to talk to each other. I remember we started talking more on myspace then we finally had the courage to talk to each other in person. Then every Summer we had a yearly trip of going to Ocean Breeze. We became so close every Summer, but I was always sad that you had to leave. You are one of my best...
Yeah ok, I'm grumpy.
I just woke up from a damn nap, and I’m still tired. What do you expect? I don’t want to wake up from a call getting bombarded with a million questions. Just let me get settled. Dang. Nothing’s wrong with me, I’m just not in the mood to talk right now. I had the worst headache today, and the last thing I want is to be annoyed by you or anyone else. You know what’s...
Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from.
Julius Francia. Oh man, we used to be SO close. Now I don’t even remember the last time talking to you. :/ I told you everything, we talked on a daily, and you were someone I always looked up to. We were best friends, and I remember we always talked about having a closer bond in high school, but seems as if we just grew further apart. I understand you’re a busy guy, and I’m a...
Sometimes I don't even reply to other people's...
Random thoughts.
Yesterday made me realize so many things. First off, I love long night car rides. Listening to feel good music, and singing along feels so great. Second, when it comes to guys who are extremely shy, I just can’t handle it. Do not make a big scene and get your little friends, oh scratch that.. RUDE friends to come find me and confront me. Why can’t YOU do that yourself? There’s a...
I’m not gonna post my Formspring answers up here anymore, I’ll just answer them on the site. Buuut, you should leave me stuff, yeah? :D
http://www.formspring.me/ohaymyra http://www.formspring.me/ohaymyra
Day 12 & 13-- The person that cause you a lot of...
I’m combining these two, because I believe this certain individual deserves both of these titles. I’m not gonna point any names out, because you should know who you are. Well, first off, I have never been in so much pain before ‘till the day I met you. Mentally, physically, and emotionally. Last year was probably the hardest year to get through. I was constantly thrown insults...
LOLOLOL.
I’m having the biggest bitch moment right now. I won’t flex for your picture, I want to leave, I want smores, I’m being rude as hell, I keep yelling at people, and I’m just so mean right now. Hahaha. Don’t mess with me when I’m on my ‘time of the month’. I’m a bigger bitch than I usually am. Just warning you.
I’ve always wondered, do guys wait for girls texts as much as girls wait for guys texts? Because I know I start getting frustrated and grow very impatient. It always makes me wonder if they’re just busy, or they don’t want to talk. And then I’m always afraid to text them again, because I don’t want to annoy them. What could you possibly be doing to take hours to...
That really bothers me when I make plans with someone the night before, or sometimes a week before, and then they get cancelled at last minute for whatever reason. It really makes me mad when you go ditch the plans that you’ve already made, to go make new plans with other people. I mean, if you have a perfectly good explanation, then that’s a different story. Such as, not having a ride...
Day 11 — A deceased person you wish you could talk...
Well, ya see. Before my younger brother was even born, my mom was supposed to have a child before him. It was supposed to be a baby girl, too. But my mom had a miscarriage. It’d be so nice to talk to my younger sister. I’ve always wanted a younger sister. I know, it’s not like it’d be any different than a pestering, annoying younger brother, but she’d understand me...
Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as...
Well there are quite a few people that I wish I was much closer to, so I won’t specify this day to one certain individual. I wish I was closer with many people. It’s funny how I have quite a few friends, but we don’t talk as much. Maybe it’s because we don’t see each other a lot or maybe it’s because we’re too shy. But that’s the problem with me. I...
What a tiring day.
Sooo, nobody was willing to give us a ride anywhere so me & Alexis decided to go bike riding & meet each other halfway. It was the most tiring thing ever. I thought I was gonna die from heat exhaustion or something. Man, the things we do for each other. Goood day! I love you, Hubby. <3
You have fake written all over you.
After all the things I’ve done for you, and after all the times I was always here for you. You’re just gonna talk shit behind my back and spread rumors. I tried to ignore and let go of what other people have been telling me about you and how you talked behind my back before. But that was before, and this is now. I thought you’d be different, I thought you would have changed....
I'm so tired of this.
This is the first time I’ve asked for money in months. I NEVER ask you for anything anymore. I haven’t gone shopping in a long time. And no, I don’t consider ‘shopping’ as buying one shirt. I’m in desperate need of a job. Ugh. Anyone tryna hook me up?
Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet.
Anthony Castro. I don’t even remember how we started talking, haha. But I really want to meet you someday. I love how you live all the way in Jersey (I think?), and we talk. I like how you call me at random times. I like how we can talk about almost anything. You’re a really chill & cute guy. So it’d be nice to meet you one day. :)
Day 8-- Your favorite internet friend.
Most of the people I talk to, I know in real life. So I don’t exactly know what to write on this day. Well whoever you may be, I’m sure you’re really cool. Mkaaay, bye!
That's so sweet.
Today when I talked to my friend, he really opened up to me. I thought it was the cutest thing, what he said. He’s a smoker/drinker, which is highly unattractive in my opinion. But he told me he quit everything just for his dad. His dad is an addict as well. And my friend said, “My dad found out I smoked last night, and he was so sad. He doesn’t want me to be like him. I...
Day 7-- Your ex-boyfriend.
Christian Bagtas— You were nothing short of amazing. You were my first real love. I don’t regret having our relationship, even though we ended on really bad terms. You always did anything in your ability to make me happy. It’s amazing how long you put up with my hard-headed, annoying self. We had the best times together. I loved how I could be my complete self around you. I...
Day 6-- A stranger.
I didn’t have time to do this yesterday, so I’ll do it now. Hm, a stranger. Well you’re by far the cutest guy I’ve ever seen. I know you don’t know this, but every time I pass you in the hallways, a huge grin crosses my face. It’d be cool to get to know you. I doubt that’ll happen though. Sigh.
Oh best friend.
I love random calls from you. Our conversations are the best. We can talk about an endless amount of things. You’re just always here for me, it makes me feel so good inside. We agree with everything, and it’s nice just reminiscing about the past. I miss you so much, best friend. Last time we actually chilled was like what? Last summer? AND we live in the same area, what in the world?...
3am vent sesh.
So all day I did nothing, but sleep. I didn’t really care though, it’s not like I had anything exciting planned. But all I could think about was belonging to someone. I kept thinking back to the day that me and you chilled. It wasn’t planned, it wasn’t the most amazing place ever, but I still had a lot of fun. You may not know that, but I really did. Everything just came...
Great way to start my day.
So it was like 7 in the morning, and my brothers come in my room, waking me up, and asking if I wanted to go to Tropical Smoothie. And I was like, “Uh why?” They said free smoothies! I mean, c’mon. Anything for free food! Hahaha. So we went to two Tropical Smoothies, and got not one, but TWO free smoothies. Wassup! And now I’m home, just sippin’ on my drink. You know...
Day 5-- Your dreams.
I’m not quite sure as to which this is referring to. I’ll talk about my one’s at night. Well, dreams.. Why must you be greater than reality? It seems as if the best things happen at night, in my sleep, and not in real life. It makes me wonder, when will life ever be that good? It won’t, that’s the problem. Life will only be as good as we make it. We can make dreams...
6/17/10.
Today was pretty good. I had only one exam today, so I didn’t have to go to school till 9:30. It was pretty easy, cause it was the Spanish exam. I caught these two guys copying off of me, haha. Oh well. I can’t believe today’s my last day at Salem High. Wooop, I’m excited for next year at LHS tho! :D Afterwards, I got a ride from Alvin, cause my brother wasn’t...
Day 4-- Your sibling.
Tristan (T-ton)— We aren’t as close as I’d like to be, but you’re a really great brother. I hope you know that. When mom is always trying to get in my business or whenever I can’t find the right words to prove her wrong, you’re always there to back me up. You’re always on my side. You always understand me even when I don’t have to speak. You...
I love having movie nights. Scary movies are my favorite. I just love the suspense and the thrill of it. I want a boy man who loves scary movies as much as I do. I want to have someone to hold me, and tease me every time I whine. If you’re the one screaming and covering your eyes the whole time, I suggest you man up. >:]
I hate it when people don’t like taking pictures with me. I’m a real big fan of taking pictures, and I want a guy that’s down to take a million pictures even if it means taking time off from his boys. Not that I’m conceited or anything, but I love capturing memories to look back on. Ya know?
Day 3-- Your parents.
Mom— We’ve had our share of continuous arguments. I used to not even want to talk to you. It was so hard getting along, and I just couldn’t stand living under this roof. With a little more understanding, I regret treating you so bad. I know I used to have the littlest respect for you, but I’m learning. It was the constant nagging, over protective, too caring traits that...
