July 2010
Why is love so complicated? Sometimes I wonder if...
-A. Reyes
Watchfindingoptimism:
Lemonade cover lololol
This was so goood!
If I were a boy, I think I wouldn’t be able to follow the rule ‘never hit a girl’. I’d probably lose all respect within the first five minutes of being with a girl. Girls are bitches, I’m not gonna lie. Sometimes all they do is run their mouth, and that shit gets SO annoying. But then again .. this is coming from a girl’s perspective.
Oh, hubby.
Myra Almojuela - Dude. How do you fall asleep. Alexis Garcia - HAHAH Myra Almojuela -I just caaan’t. But I need to. Alexis Garcia - you lie down, close your eyes, and lay there, and keep laying there. lololol Myra Almojuela - LOLOLOL. Alexis Garcia - HAHAHAHHA Myra Almojuela - WELL DUH. HAAHHAA Alexis Garcia - I MEAN COME ON NOW YOU ASKED HOW TO FALL ASLEEP HAHAHAHAH Myra Almojuela - Shutup...
Correct apology.
I hate when something accidentally happens, and all you say is my bad. What does that even mean? That’s not even an apology. So let’s say I accidentally knock over a glass of fruit punch all over your white shorts and all I say is .. oops, my bad! Will you be happy then? Will you forgive me then? I believe the correct term is, “I’m sorry.” Start using it.
jomhaaar:
thecoolofnight:
Lloyd ft. Ashanti -...
Surprisingly, I don’t like anyone. Usually when one doesn’t work out right, I’m on to the next one. But no, not this time. My indecisive heart hasn’t fallen for anyone new yet. That’s probably a really good thing. I usually fall head over heels for the next guy I meet. I guess I’ve learned not to fall too soon anymore. The pain finally caught up to me, and...
Back at it again.
I think this is where I can finally say I’m happy. Or at least, progressing from what I was before. I was seriously the saddest thing on earth, but now I’m back at it again. Going all smiles! And about the post where I said I’d be posting very little.. uh, that definitely worked for about a day! Haha. Tumblr and I are inseparable. I love my best friends, ya’ll know who you...
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"Maybe you should go to sleep."
I hate that phrase. It has so much meaning behind it. Either you want me to go to sleep, because you care about my rest or you just don’t really want to talk to me, so it’s another way of saying “Hey, you’re boring to talk to so I’m gonna go talk to someone else.” So then this is where I come in and say, “Well, you should sleep too!” Where in the...
Stop texting him, you're getting annoying
Always, always, always. This is the ONLY thought I think in my head whenever I text you or to anyone else. Not that I’ve gained any feelings for you or anything of that sort. But I would sure like to get to know you. That’s kind of hard when I find myself always texting you first, which leads to the conclusion that I may be starting to get annoying. Then eventually, I stop texting this...
My life bee like ;: Being a b*tch means: →
I stand up for myself and my beliefs. I stand up for those I love. I speak my mind, think my own thoughts, or do things my way. I won’t compromise what’s in my heart, I live my life my way. I won’t allow anyone to step on me, I refuse to tolerate injustice. It means I have the courage & Strength…
TRUTH.
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What is up with the negativity?
Just because you’ve gone through a few, okay scratch that, A LOT of letdowns doesn’t mean you have to start thinking that nothing will ever go right. Because it WILL go right one day. Maybe not now, not tomorrow, or maybe not even in a month. But there’s no need to fully give up on everything. What happened to that positive state of mind? Get your head together, girl.
Now that school is just around the corner, I’m actually REALLY nervous. The thought about me going to a whole different school this upcoming year, a year ago, was so exciting! It seemed as if I’d be happier in a new environment. But now that it’s actually approaching, I’m scared as I don’t know what. Why? Because I know quite a handful of people that go to Landstown....
Well isn't this awkward.
Thanks for calling me into this 4/5 way on the phone. Then few minutes later everyone decides to hangup. And now I’m stuck alone on the phone, talking to this guy I think is drop dead sessy, but I’m too shy to spark up some exciting conversation. So now he probably thinks I’m weird and boring. Yeah, thanks guys. It means a lot.
Drama drama drama.
It’s so ridiculous, that I find it funny. But the laughter dies, when you’re actually involved in it.
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What's wrong with you?
What happened to the person I knew before? What happened to the friendly personality? What happened to the positive state of mind? Because I really don’t know who you are anymore. What kind of friend bails on their bestfriends and just leave them hanging? What kind of bestfriend makes peace with the enemy? That’s not you. You weren’t like that before. What’s gotten into...
I have found no other reason to blog anymore. I only have one thing on my mind, but I don’t want to flood your dash with me complaining about how sorry/hurt/sad I am. So, I won’t be posting much. kay.
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Ouch.
I send you the most sincere, thoughtful apology and all I get is an .. “Alright.” That really fucking hurts, I hope you know that. I feel like crying, srsly. I’m not doing this to get attention and shit either. But what can I do when I miss the people who used to be so close to me? If you guys are really gonna treat me like this, then I can’t do anything about it. Thanks...
Every fucking day.
You have something to nag about my outfit. There’s always something wrong with me, isn’t it? Your shorts are too short, go put a sweater on, your hair looks like you just woke up, you’re so fat, why do you do that to your hair it’s so ugly. Self esteem drops every fucking minute. Do you really think I’m that bad of a daughter? You are so lucky I have enough patience...
Is it me or am I losing a lot of friends? I know I’ve made plenty of new friends, and I’ve been spending time with them quite a lot. But I seriously miss my old friends. Not that I intended to leave behind the old, and make way for the new. But I wish sometimes my old friends would understand that just because I haven’t been spending time with them lately, doesn’t mean...
I hate when people deny their talent. Or when they’re all like, “Oh, I’m not good at all!” Bullshit, I know you’re good at it. Can’t you just take my compliment or play when I ask you to? loljk. But seriously, if I was as talented as you, I’d play or do whatever I’m good at ALL the time. I’m such an untalented person. I’m not that...
To those on my mind.
1. I’m glad we became friends. You’re so easy to talk to, and we just clicked right off the bat. I don’t ever feel uncomfortable talking to you about anything, because I trust you. You’ve made me really happy these past days. But I’m oh so very confused at this point. I think .. I may be falling for you. I really don’t know if that’s a good or bad thing....
I don’t think anyone really knows, but I really enjoy singing. Only very few have ever heard me sing, because I’m so scared of what others have to say. I’m not gonna say I’m good, because I don’t even feel that confident myself. But I will say, I like singing for the heck of it. On the other hand, I kind of wish I was more confident in myself regardless of what others...
It’s strange how I’m not that good at giving advice on the phone or in person. Yet, I can give it pretty well via text message or computer. Why is that? Maybe it’s because I don’t have to see their sadness in their face, their anger in their eyes, or their rage on their minds. Truth is when someone calls me or cries right in front of me, I get so speechless. The only thing...
Nothing aggravates me more than when my friends dislike my other friends. It’s the most annoying thing ever. I hear trash talk in both circles of friends, and I just hate it. I won’t take sides, because that’s just not how I am. But when it gets to the point where one person crosses the line on either side, I’ll do anything to make it stop. And when I do, don’t think...
Was I really that annoying?
Thinking back to my last relationship/break up, I never realized how much I nagged about this and that, how much I complained, and how much I blogged about the same shit. Now that I see it on my dash sometimes, it makes me think like damn. Why wouldn’t I just stop complaining and actually do something about it. And then it made me think back to how many people I asked advice for YET I never...
Don't even know you.
xqueene:
We barely met, yet we just clicked. I mean, it’s so weird… but amazing what a stranger can give you. Unexpected feelings, unexpected thoughts, unexpected smiles because of those thoughts. Oh man. But i’m not complaining. :) I’ll just live in the moment, and enjoy what we got together. Hopefully, this feeling&bond lasts. &If not, then i can honestly say in the end, that we had a...
07.21.10.
Today was oh so lovely. I love days like these. Well all morning I basically slept. Then I made some plans with the bestfriend. Her, her momma, and siblings came over. Then we waited for Lewy and Uly to come over as well. Turns out they were with Marisa and Bobby too. We all went to Walmart to buy cupcake mix and go to Redbox. Marisa gave me a lesson on how to put a tampon on in the car, hahaha....
Random fact.
I love listening to church songs in the car or simply anywhere. It’s so soothing, and it just makes me think about life. It frees me from all my stress, and makes me focus on God and only God. When in doubt, church songs are the way to go. Enough said.
Pet peeve.
I hate when people non-stop text me. Dude, I’m either busy or just don’t feel like talking. No need to text me 8329974 times to get my attention. I got your text, so calm down. If I’m busy, I will reply .. but maybe late. No need to start assumptions and cause arguments. Just be patient, and stop being so annoying. Maybe then I’ll find the time to reply. kay, thanks.
There’s always that feeling where you know you’re starting to gain feelings for someone. I suppose you could say the whole ‘butterfly’ feeling, but something even greater. It starts out as some conversations, to late night phone talking, to chillen with each other, and then to something more. That’s how it usually goes, right? But the littlest things can easily ruin...
Tokbox fun. (:
Mario- Just a Friend
Ungrateful.
I hate when spoiled little brats or just plain ignorant people get things they clearly don’t deserve. In material wise matters, you have to work hard for your shit. I hate seeing parents spoil their kids by giving them everything they want when all they do is whine and mope to get their attention. Don’t let your kids get away with everything, it’s called discipline. Now in love...
Stress free, baby.
I feel like a weight has been lifted off my shoulders. You know that feeling? Where everything just seems to be going good, and nothing can weigh you down. Not anytime soon, at least. I feel so good about myself right now. When I do a good deed, I don’t look for anything in return but when I know that I’ve made someone proud, that’s so much more than I could ask for. To make...
It's time to put my foot down.
I think I actually feel relieved. I finally stood up for MY own good. I couldn’t stand all the bullshit anymore. It was time for the truth. I won’t do something for your own benefit, because where’s the benefit for me? Nowhere. And to think after all the times you’ve been such a jerk to me .. what makes you think I’ll have your back now? No sir, sorry. I’m done...
Hubby and Wifey— Oh yeah, isn’t dat attractive? Our sweaty bodz + messy hair. ;D I love these two hooligans. I like how I can confide in both of you. Alexis, I love how loud you are. I like your bubbly, kind personality. I like how strong you are, and how you don’t let people’s negative influences get in your way. Heather, you seriously have words of wisdom. You are so...
