March 2011
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He is so rude.
Me: I really do hate you, I hope you know that. Him: Good, go ahead and hate me. Me: Oh, I will. Him: Ask me if I care. Matter fact, don’t ask me because I don’t. Me: (Stops talking) Him: Finally you shutup, I can hear the music now.
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I love my mom, I really do.
There are times where I’m ready to walk out this door because I’m just so fed up with the level of annoyance she puts me through. But in the long run - everything is worth it. I know I’m not the most perfect child, but I wouldn’t be who I am now if it weren’t for her. I look at my other friend’s moms and how slack they are. And I’m thinking damn, why...
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I think what really bothers me in the opposite sex is when they have some ugly nails. Sometimes they even have longer nails than mine’s. Like dang, bro. That’s not even cute. Especially when they’re all dirty and whatnot. It just makes me wanna give them a manicure or something. I dunno, just a random thought.
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Always remember,
soul-amaazing:
pain makes people change. So the next time, when you say I’ve changed, look back at all the things you’ve put me through. Don’t hurt someone when you don’t want them to change, don’t put the blame on them when the change was caused by you.
This is exactly how I feel. You constantly say I’ve become a bitch, I’m so much meaner now, etc. The fault isn’t on me for...
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It doesn’t take that much to bring me happiness. The simple things can make my entire day. I don’t ask for ‘hangouts’ that involve money, going outdoors, wasting gas, or anything other than being at home. Cause sometimes, home is where my happiness is at. From card games, to video games, to movies, and deep talks - Simple things like this can make me happy any day.
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Why do I sleep so much?
Right when I got home, I went straight to doing homework cause I thought I had CCD today. Then around 4, I took a nap. I woke up around 5ish cause I heard my brothers about to leave. And I was like, wtf why are they leaving me. So I get up, got ready, go downstairs. Then my mom tells me I don’t have to go today. And I was like, are you kidding me. -__- So I went back upstairs, and took...
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What are friends these days?
I am honestly fed up and done. I’m done putting up with the same bullshit, especially yours. I can tolerate someone being busy and not being able to sacrifice their time for me, but I sure as hell will not tolerate liars. If anyone, not just you, does not want to chill with me and/or has other plans - then tell me. What’s so bad about that? I mean if you wanna lie, at least don’t...
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"Why you always tryna play me?"
No, bitch. I’m not tryna play you, I’m tryna help you out.
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I love the feeling of accomplishments. I felt so accomplished today in PE. We had to do the pacers which I sincerely hate, but I actually did better than I thought I would. I usually stop around 20 something cause I get so tired. But today I did 37! That is a real big step for me. It’s not that much, but for someone who’s really not in shape - it’s pretty good.
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To those on my mind -
1) To see you have all this fun with new people, it’s kinda like a slap in the face to me. As if I wasn’t good enough. I don’t know. It just sucks when you go out of your way and sacrifice so much just for ONE person, ya know? In the end, all they do is screw you over. Whatever.
2) I’m glad we’re on good terms now. I’ve missed you, not gonna lie. I’m...
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Ugh.
I hate hate hate hate letting people borrow my shit. Especially homework! I know it’s JUST homework, but I actually worked hard on it. I am not your brain, thank you very much. Just because I let you borrow something once doesn’t mean I’m gonna let you borrow my work all the time. If I can take time out of my day to actually work on shit I really would rather not be doing,...
I hate when people downgrade people with jobs at fast food restaurants. Who are you to judge? A multi-millionaire? The richest person on earth? I don’t think so. At least they have a job, and are putting an effort to earning money. Fast food restaurants aren’t my ideal vision of a job, but if it’s what’s available - then I’d take it in an instant. So next time you go...
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Making gwap doing other people’s homework.
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Nobody is that damn "busy". If he/she is...
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So my day started off like crap, but ended pretty well. I woke up, and had to clean practically all day because my aunt is coming down from Maryland to visit. And I THOUGHT I had plans with someone but someone decides not to hit me up. Then eventually when they do hit me up, they blame me for not replying. Bullshit, nooosir. Remind me not to get my hopes up again. BUT, after I was pretty pissed...
I can honestly say that I have changed. I won’t deny it, because it is true. I’m not the same person I was a year ago. A year ago, I was afraid to stand up for myself. I kind of just let people hurt me, and do their thing. But I haven’t been letting that fly anymore. I was used to pain, it almost became second nature. But in the end, I guess you gotta go through a couple...