My mom makes no sense to me sometimes. I try to be independent by getting my own job, but then she doesn’t want me working cause she thinks it’ll affect school. I actually strive hard and get good grades, but I get no appreciation. I invite friends over my house so she won’t have to worry about me being out past curfew, but then gets mad that we’re simply watching TV. Can...
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Sooo, woke up around 6 to get ready for school. Babe and his brother wanted to miss first block but I didn’t mind since I don’t have a first block. We eventually decided to just miss all day cause we’re bums. Met up with babe’s friends and chilled at their house. We went to MacArthur Mall and walked around for a bit. We went to McDonald’s afterwards cause I was...
I had a serious emotional breakdown today. There’s definitely something wrong with me. It’s just funny though. I literally have nobody to turn to anymore. On my own now, ‘sall good. This is why I don’t fuck with people no more. All ya’ll wanna do is ask me for favors. Is that all I’m good for? No, how have you been or anything. Just a simple .. can you do...
I really don’t know what to do about anything right now. I feel like I’m going through the same shit as I did last year. I don’t even know why I be feelin’ like this sometimes though. But what else can I do? I can’t control how I feel. It’s not even the fact that it’s the same reason as last year .. ugh this shit is confusing.
Sooo, I woke up around 8 and got ready. I brought the bae some chips cause he really wanted some. Aren’t I the greatest? lol. Then I came back home and finished doing my hair. Scooped the bae, his brother, and Janice and we all went to the mall. I helped Janice find a dress for her dinner. Then me and Janice came back to my house to get ready. When we were done we headed to Bravo’s....
I can’t help but think so negatively about everything. It fucking sucks. I can’t help but feel like things will just go downhill like the rest, I can’t help but think that things are too good to be true, I can’t help but feel like it won’t last. I hate being scared, I hate having all this doubt. too much on my mind, good fuckin night