I admit I get jealous..
i-respect-randy: Im not going to pretend that I don’t get jealous over the simple things because I do, I get jealous of the people who get to see you everyday, jealous of the people who get to hug you because for even a moment they are hugging my world. I get jealous and I try to pretend that I really don’t but truth be hold, when it comes down to it,I am the jealous type.
derkxmic: I feel like shit without you, idk of that’s a good thing or a bad thing.
I have to learn to let go. No seriously. It’s hard cause I just wanna be with him almost all the time, but I know I have to let him do whatever he wants. I’m selfish. I don’t like sharing. BUT that’s got to stop. :(
Sometimes when I hear stories about girls gettin jealous with their boyfriend over the littlest things, I’m like damn that’s dumb. But I know goodness well that I’m a jealous bitch too, so I have no type of room to speak. lmao, oh well. He’s mine, nobody else’s.
Church was very sap today, but I loved it. I love when the services are like that. I just feel so in touch with Him. Singing songs, a little bit of tears, and praying always feels so good. Lastnight was VERY tragic, but it definitely proved so much to me. First of all, I got a good one. I know for a fact I got someone better than good, just so damn amazing. Especially hearing that from others...
I really hope that this diet works. I’ve been drinking it everyday, and it does lessen my cravings. I just hope I see improvements soon! I went to my aunt’s lastnight for a baby shower and she was like, “Myra, have you been doing something? you look skinnier.” I hope she wasn’t kidding lol. Speaking of appearances, my bestfriend and boyfriend told me that my ass got...
jessicaxxxxxx: eight times out of ten , i don’t feel beautiful enough for you, i don’t feel like i’m “bad” enough for you . it’s not like you make me feel that way but when i look at you , i have an image in mind of the girl you deserve or who i imagine you being with and i don’t fit that idea . it preplexes me , it makes me wonder , it makes me doubt …at times .. hmm .
I hate trying and getting nothing in return.
Hi, i'm a bit awkward.: It’s terrible how my mom... →
ajbaaay: It’s terrible how my mom has to go to my little sister to ask about my life. She has no clue of anything happening in my life. She gets the gist. Apparently i’m the one in the family who messes everything up. I’m the one who’s always up to no good. In a sense, she’s correct. I do bad things…
lol, everyone’s up here talkin bout what they did for their mom’s today and I’m just here chillin like — oh hey, my mom hates me and today was just a regular day. Nothing big, nothing special. I’m so sick of not having my phone or computer. This shit is in the way. I’m gonna get a damn job and pay for my own shit. I’m tired of all this sneaking around...
I envy those with good mother/daughter relationships. I swear, my mom plays favorites in this house. The way she cares for my brothers, she’d NEVER care for me in the same way. She doesn’t care how I feel, she doesn’t care that I’m hurting because of her, she doesn’t care how miserable she makes me, she treats me like I’m this shitty ass daughter. I’m...