July 2012
June 2012
jessicaxxxxxx:
I just wanna switch places so we can see if you can put up with it like I do .
THIS
I don’t even know how the hell I deal with shit sometimes. Cause I sure as hell put up with so much bullshit. I’m not even gonna stress anymore. This is ridiculous. There’s never a day that goes by that I’m not upset about something or pissed off. I just can’t do this anymore. I’m at my breaking point. Done.
Times like this is when I really need someone. I feel like complete shit. I’ve been crying all afternoon. Looks like I’ll be doing the same the rest of the day, lol. I just feel so hurt, nobody understands.
I hate how much effort I put forth. I hate how much I put up with. I hate getting my hopes up. I hate hearing things I don’t wanna hear. I hate being frustrated. I hate going to people with my problems. I hate being in this house. I hate having no friends. I hate being fat and ugly. I hate how everything’s always my fault. I hate how much sacrifices I make. I hate how much I care. I...
merp.
I’m kinda tired. I don’t know why though cause all I did today was sleep. Oh, and today was definitely a fail for working out. Me and Janice were supposed to go. We both got ready, but we had no car. Sucks right? yep. I was so hyped too, but it’s whatever. I got sap earlier too. I’m such a little baby, I swear. I went to Walmart and bought a bunch of food for me and babe...
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People don’t lie when they say that you won’t be friends with the same people after high school. It’s not even the end of high school for me yet, and I literally have nobody. It gets frustrating and actually makes me really sad thinking how I have nobody to go to. I’m not even exaggerating when I say I have no friends. I mean I still have my main girl friends, but...
Coming from complete different lifestyles is such a downfall sometimes. From what I’ve seen and know, many Asian parents don’t force their kids to get a job. They’d rather their kids focus on school than getting a job during their teenage years. And honestly, I wish it’d be the other way around. I’m not saying I wish they’d not care about school, but I just wish...
I need to dye my hair before next Monday cause I have senior portraits!
I want to chop off my hair, seriously though. Or just do something different.
I need new clothes, shoes, accessories. I always feel so ugly w/ the same shit.
I want to get a Busch Gardens fun card so I can go with babe all summer.
I want an iPhone so bad. This is why I need a job to pay for my own shit.
Everything...
I get intimidated by attractive people.
tiffaniq:
I have no idea why. Maybe because I think they are so much more better than me. They are beautiful, people notice them more. They are the perfect person and what if they think I am a low life species or something. I don’t even know. I just know I can not approach an attractive person in my life. I just think I am not worthy enough for them.
